Why I made this blog.

I wanted to have a space where I can post work and thought up, but I am so scared of people not liking it that I stop myself. I have come to a conclusion, and that is that I am not going to give a shit what people think. I am going o write whatever is on my mind and I don't care who sees it. 

By stopping myself I'm stopping anything good from coming out and I'm tired of keeping everything in.

Ms.D

Corazon mudo

Mi corazón grita pero nadie la oye

Esta desesperada y no sabe que hacer

Mi corazón llora pero nadie la oye

Da todo el amor que tiene, pero no recibe nada

Mi corazón ya no pudo mas, no tiene nada más

Se esta muriendo, mi corazón, dio todo lo que tenia.

So sad.

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I want to move even farther away, somewhere different where no one know my name. I want to start new away from all my thoughts. I want to sail away and drown my thoughts, erase the memories, erase the past. I want a new beginning, where I don't love and need no one. Alone in my little cave, painting pictures on my walls. I want to go far, far away. Where the wind can't even find me.

One

Mama,

I know you meant to hold my hand

I smelled your pillow late at night

When heavy eyes took me to another land

I pretended you were by my side

But all I wanted was to hold your hand